Journal Entries
Field Notes 20260305 - Thursday
Today has been full of sizeable challenges and small annoyances. Quite honestly, if you follow Mercury Retrograde periods, it's been typical of that. My internal state during this period continues to be calm, clear, and even. Beneath that it is draining. I'm recognizing that a significant portion of my energy is devoted to nonreaction and processing in the face of these challenges and annoyances.
Field Notes: 20260304
It's the middle of the week and that means it's time to refresh the ol' etheric double. I've been running on fumes, or near fumes, for a few days so I really felt that I needed to get this done today.
Field Notes: 20260303
Our youngest boy is continuing to recover from pneumonia, so for the second week in a row and due to circumstances I took today off from work to be with him. After finishing his lunch, taking the antibiotic, and going down for a nap, I followed suit and took the extra time to catch some rest myself.
Field Notes: 20260302
My typical short and effective lunchtime session was under threat today. First came the rapid-fire interference as soon as the lunch hour hit. All good, it's a busy Monday. Then nature called, no big deal. Finally, technical difficulties really ramped up to put the whole experience in jeopardy, but I overcame it.
Field Notes: 20260223-20260301
Every session contributes to the larger picture, sometimes in ways that only become clear later. These "field notes" record the process as it happens, offering perspective when I look back. Here are the Field Notes for February 23rd through March 1st, 2026.
Field Notes: February 22, 2026
Every session contributes to the larger picture, sometimes in ways that only become clear later. These "field notes" record the process as it happens, offering perspective when I look back. Here are the Field Notes for February 16th through February 22nd, 2026.
Field Notes: February 15, 2026
Every session contributes to the larger picture, sometimes in ways that only become clear later. These "field notes" record the process as it happens, offering perspective when I look back. Here are the Field Notes for February 9th through February 15th, 2026.
Field Notes: February 8, 2026
Every session contributes to the larger picture, sometimes in ways that only become clear later. These "field notes" record the process as it happens, offering perspective when I look back. Here are the Field Notes for February 2nd through February 8th, 2026.
No One Is Coming
The most dangerous prophecy doesn't fail to come true—it's specifically designed to keep you waiting forever. When you convince people that salvation comes from outside, that they need to wait for someone else to fix things, to save them, to reveal truth, you've built the perfect control system. One that runs on hope turned into passivity.
Field Notes: February 1, 2026
Every session contributes to the larger picture, sometimes in ways that only become clear later. These "field notes" record the process as it happens, offering perspective when I look back. Here are the Field Notes for January 26th through February 1st, 2026.