Journal Entries
The Pattern of Return
This past weekend I continued the exploration of my most reliable projection process. Lucid Dreams have returned to very crisp and waking-life 1:1 type of fidelity. I'm taking advantage of this rhythm that I'm in as I know that at any moment it can dissipate, just like in physical training this practice too has cycles.
Field Notes: November 2, 2025
Every session contributes to the larger picture, sometimes in ways that only become clear later. These “field notes” record the process as it happens, offering perspective when I look back. Here are the Field Notes for October 30th through November 2nd, 2025.
The Claw Machine of Intent
Pretty busy today and not a lot of time to meditate, so I used whatever little time I had to begin practicing and strengthening my understanding and process of setting intent. I was moderately tired after having lunch, and since I didn't have much time, I decided to simply settle on a quick nap.
Field Notes: October 26, 2025
Every session contributes to the larger picture, sometimes in ways that only become clear later. These “field notes” record the process as it happens, offering perspective when I look back. Here are the Field Notes for <strong>October 23rd through 26th, 2025.</strong>
What is the frequency of my field?
This past week's theme included a side quest into practical and repeated interactions with consciousness. I often hear "Raise your vibrations" and just as often think, "from where though?" This got me wondering, is there a way to get some kind of an indicator on your "vibrations"? In The Gateway Program, you're taught how to create an "energy balloon" (toroidal field) around yourself for various needs, and it too responds to what your "vibrations" are. So I came up with a query to propose while in a deep but very busy state, F12, or "expanded awareness."
Field Notes: October 19, 2025
Every session contributes to the larger picture, sometimes in ways that only become clear later. These “field notes” record the process as it happens, offering perspective when I look back. Here are the Field Notes for October 15th through 19th, 2025.
Liminals
Over the past several months of this year I've noticed a peculiar "mini-experience" that has been going on at very specific states, or rather in-between states.
Field Notes: October 8–12, 2025
Not every week brings breakthroughs, but I make it a point to document each session. These “field notes” capture the process, whether or not anything remarkable happens in the moment. Looking back on them after major events often reveals how the path unfolded and offers its own lessons. Here are the Field Notes for <strong>October 8th through 12th, 2025.</strong>
Field Notes: October 3-5, 2025
Not every week brings breakthroughs, but I make it a point to document each session. These “field notes” capture the process, whether or not anything remarkable happens in the moment. Looking back on them after major events often reveals how the path unfolded and offers its own lessons. Here are the Field Notes for <strong>October 3rd through 5th, 2025.</strong>
Kvartira
It's finally getting cooler in the evenings now and last night I had a pretty restful night of sleep. Deep sleep could have been a little better but REM sleep was off the charts. I feel generally good, not groggy, and overall the typical Sunday morning routine went as well as expected. My youngest boy was a bear this morning but that's more common than rare. Surely you would understand, he's 2 and a half years old and kind of a big deal.