Journal Entries
Agile Awareness
With Focus 21, "the bridge to other energy systems" (or "when you go hella deep yo") opening up more for me recently my own focus has been on getting more comfortable with it. The first sense that is always "on" for me when I approach new focus states is feeling and emotion. Then, slowly, over time and with patience the other senses open up as well. Another skill or function has been developing alongside all of this, in fact it has been evolving from the very beginning, my awareness.
Field Notes: November 23, 2025
Every session contributes to the larger picture, sometimes in ways that only become clear later. These “field notes” record the process as it happens, offering perspective when I look back. Here are the Field Notes for November 10th through November 16th, 2025.
Clearing the Field - Part II
At the time I didn't realize that on this day, November 14th, I would be having a "Part II" of my "Clearing House" session (modified release-recharge) from a couple days back on November 11th. Here is Part I if you are interested or would like to refresh where I left off. The following are accounts and analysis of a meditation session and a projection which followed soon after.
Clearing the Field - Part I
It's 4 AM, I feel alert and awake, it is my usual weekday time to rise and shine after all. Because it's my rest and recovery week from physical activity, my usually aggressive and fast-paced bursts of energy have now been replaced with calm and peaceful morning meditations. This morning I had a wonderful chakra balancing session which left me feeling light and energized. In the afternoon I settled down and got started on a session that has been long in the making. It's not the last time that I will be engaged in this type of session, since the first pass through made it clear that this was an instant staple.
Field Notes: November 16, 2025
Every session contributes to the larger picture, sometimes in ways that only become clear later. These “field notes” record the process as it happens, offering perspective when I look back. Here are the Field Notes for November 10th through November 16th, 2025.
Field Notes: November 9, 2025
Every session contributes to the larger picture, sometimes in ways that only become clear later. These “field notes” record the process as it happens, offering perspective when I look back. Here are the Field Notes for November 3rd through November 9th, 2025.
The Pattern of Return
This past weekend I continued the exploration of my most reliable projection process. Lucid Dreams have returned to very crisp and waking-life 1:1 type of fidelity. I'm taking advantage of this rhythm that I'm in as I know that at any moment it can dissipate, just like in physical training this practice too has cycles.
Field Notes: November 2, 2025
Every session contributes to the larger picture, sometimes in ways that only become clear later. These “field notes” record the process as it happens, offering perspective when I look back. Here are the Field Notes for October 30th through November 2nd, 2025.
The Claw Machine of Intent
Pretty busy today and not a lot of time to meditate, so I used whatever little time I had to begin practicing and strengthening my understanding and process of setting intent. I was moderately tired after having lunch, and since I didn't have much time, I decided to simply settle on a quick nap.
Field Notes: October 26, 2025
Every session contributes to the larger picture, sometimes in ways that only become clear later. These “field notes” record the process as it happens, offering perspective when I look back. Here are the Field Notes for <strong>October 23rd through 26th, 2025.</strong>