Journal Entries
Clearing the Field
It's 4 AM, I feel alert and awake, it is my usual weekday time to rise and shine after all. Because it's my rest and recovery week from physical activity, my usually aggressive and fast-paced bursts of energy have now been replaced with calm and peaceful morning meditations. This morning I had a wonderful chakra balancing session which left me feeling light and energized. In the afternoon I settled down and got started on a session that has been long in the making. It's not the last time that I will be engaged in this type of session, since the first pass through made it clear that this was an instant staple.
Field Notes: November 16, 2025
Every session contributes to the larger picture, sometimes in ways that only become clear later. These “field notes” record the process as it happens, offering perspective when I look back. Here are the Field Notes for November 10th through November 16th, 2025.
Field Notes: November 9, 2025
Every session contributes to the larger picture, sometimes in ways that only become clear later. These “field notes” record the process as it happens, offering perspective when I look back. Here are the Field Notes for November 3rd through November 9th, 2025.
The Pattern of Return
This past weekend I continued the exploration of my most reliable projection process. Lucid Dreams have returned to very crisp and waking-life 1:1 type of fidelity. I'm taking advantage of this rhythm that I'm in as I know that at any moment it can dissipate, just like in physical training this practice too has cycles.
Field Notes: November 2, 2025
Every session contributes to the larger picture, sometimes in ways that only become clear later. These “field notes” record the process as it happens, offering perspective when I look back. Here are the Field Notes for October 30th through November 2nd, 2025.
The Claw Machine of Intent
Pretty busy today and not a lot of time to meditate, so I used whatever little time I had to begin practicing and strengthening my understanding and process of setting intent. I was moderately tired after having lunch, and since I didn't have much time, I decided to simply settle on a quick nap.
Field Notes: October 26, 2025
Every session contributes to the larger picture, sometimes in ways that only become clear later. These “field notes” record the process as it happens, offering perspective when I look back. Here are the Field Notes for <strong>October 23rd through 26th, 2025.</strong>
What is the frequency of my field?
This past week's theme included a side quest into practical and repeated interactions with consciousness. I often hear "Raise your vibrations" and just as often think, "from where though?" This got me wondering, is there a way to get some kind of an indicator on your "vibrations"? In The Gateway Program, you're taught how to create an "energy balloon" (toroidal field) around yourself for various needs, and it too responds to what your "vibrations" are. So I came up with a query to propose while in a deep but very busy state, F12, or "expanded awareness."
Field Notes: October 19, 2025
Every session contributes to the larger picture, sometimes in ways that only become clear later. These “field notes” record the process as it happens, offering perspective when I look back. Here are the Field Notes for October 15th through 19th, 2025.
Liminals
Over the past several months of this year I've noticed a peculiar "mini-experience" that has been going on at very specific states, or rather in-between states.